5/2/06
The climbing instructors are wonderful. So far they are just as focused on low-stress, learn-as-much-as-possible and have fun personal/group growth. I think NOLS has gotten cooler since my last experience with them. Sometimes it’s hard to believe that it’s one section down. It’s something I feel like I’ve been working towards for a long time and now I’m in it. Oh—we had a rattlesnake visit us in camp yesterday. Seemed like a nice fella. I’m jumping around here but, we’re in Cochise again at the same campsite as the seminar. We climbed at Council Rocks today. Sun setting at Cochise is a beautiful thing. We saw the pictographs at Council Rocks today too.
5/3/06
Started off this fine morning with eggs and hash browns. We split into groups after an excellent self-awareness talk by John. My group went to Lone Dome to build anchors and climb. It was a really fun day. I got in 3 climbs and felt pretty good on all of them. There was a roofy-bit, a cracky-bit, and a bulgy-bit to work on. I’m feeling comfortable on the rock and the gear I placed today was bomber for our anchor. This rock camp is freaking sweet. Oh my thermarest has a hole and I haven’t found it yet.
5/4/06
Well I think I found the hole in the therma-rest. I’ll see if the repair worked soon enough. Also today has been a good reflective day. I am starting to again feel the benefits of living a somewhat simple life. For example I’m going to bed with darkness and awaking at the first sign of light. I hear the same birds singing every night—the one I can easily identify is the poor will. Sometimes a Great Horned Owl will hoot. The stars are incredible and I’m learning new constellations. The temperature is just right for Carharts and a t-shirt. In the afternoon the sun can be brutal, but shade isn’t too far away. Today we did some rapelling and then we bouldered. I got on a fun problem involving a traverse with a heel hook the whole way. My fingertips are still bright red. I did laundry this afternoon and then made my first attempt on the slack line. I’m hooked. I’m not good—but progress is notable.
5/5/06
Today was a strange day for me. I was uninspired to climb. When I did get on climbs I had irrational fears holding me back. Today was a good day to begin mock leading—but not for me.
The last climb I did today was fun. It had one hard part that I wouldn’t have liked to be leading. It was fun to top rope though. I’ve been getting on the slack line as much as possible lately too. I’m seeing tiny improvements which make me happy.
5/6/06
Today was awesome. I felt good this morning after a hearty breakfast. Wasn’t sure at first how it’d feel after my sad performance yesterday. We started off with building anchors—which was a bit challenging for me at first. There weren’t many obvious places right away—took some searching. Good stuff though. We busted out 4 anchors and came up with the crazy idea to rap down all together screaming “rap attack”.
Rap attack refers to the fire fighting crew that Darcy had worked with. So nothing like our raps—but we pretended. We did it in two groups and I went second with Andrew and Darcy. It was hilarious and a great way to get everybody amped up for the day. Then the climbing began.
I got on one climb and did it over and over again. I felt pretty good climbing it the second time. It was a crack with a little bulgy bit and a few pretty challenging jams. I got in some good mantles and crazy high foot/hand counter balance moves. Loved it. Then I did a mock lead. It went pretty well—not the smoothest one I’ve ever done though. It was nice to have the chance to climb the same route multiple times. Also nice to have encouragement from everybody around. I didn’t have many irrational fear moments today. Felt much more comfortable. Everything felt more laid back and fun. Tomorrow we get to sleep in a little and break from climbing. Good thing—my tips are super sore and my mucles could use a rest as well.
5/7/06
I just had my mid-section check-in. He said I’m well on my way to being ready for hire—no problem. He also mentioned that NOLS is gonna like me. Well hell, with that kinda feedback I’m feeling pretty solid. One of life’s goals is well within reach. My goal of lead climbing is also close at hand. We have 5 more days of climbing and one day will be multi-pitching. If I go to Low Dome two of those days then I’ll be good. Hopefully my next visit there will leave me less mentally wrecked.
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5/8/06
Today was a girls day at the rock with John along. Fun day. I mock lead an easy crack and TR’ed a couple more challenging routes. Scott, the SW branch director, came to visit and brought ice cream!!
5/9/06
Today Jess and I went multi-pitching Scott.
He’s soon to be one of the big dudes in the heirarchy of NOLS. He was fun and it was cool to spend the day with him. The climb itself was great. Some dihedral crack, some face, some chicken heads, and one vertical juggy part.
Then we rappelled down again.
I’m pretty worn out now.
5/10/06
I had another good day. Went back to Indian Rock and climbed a new route there. It’s perfect for my first lead. I feel totally solid on it, no way I expect to fall. I'll potentially lead it tomorrow.
We also talked today about the financial challenges of working for NOLS. In reference to the low wages John made a good point—if you can fill the position with a qualified person then it’s not underpaid. Pay will not increase unless instructors refuse to work at current rates. The big survey found NOLS extremely high in job satisfaction and dead last in pay satisfaction. Well most of us knew the ballpark payscale before coming and we still shelled out thousands of dollars to take the course. Obviously there are other benefits to working at the school that even outsiders can see and appreciate. Hopefully the first few years I’ll balance NOLS, NYC and whatever else fills in the gaps and then go more full-time with NOLS until I get burnt out or my body can no longer handle it. Sounds like my first options will be to get into the caving and sea kayaking seminars to get some of the burden off my knees and back. Never stop planning. That also might help me work more international courses, in the future. Back to the present—just two more climbing days left. The sickness going around hasn’t hit me and I’m doing my best to keep it at bay until after the course.
5/11/06
I started off today with stressing over breakfast. We got out of rotation and didn’t know who was cooking. I started it and then Dane tagged in, and Eric finished it off. No need to stress after all. We had delicious eggs, chilis, cheese, and hashbrowns. And some for lunch too. The climbing day started with a mock lead of the easy right crack at Indian Rock. Went perfectly and Steven said I could lead it. I racked up and got ready for my first lead climb. Then I sent it totally comfortably and placing solid gear. I freakin rocked it.
Steven checked everything and he said all my pieces were bomber. I took a little break and then started climbing again. I went up Peter Meter (on top rope) pretty well and then attempted the 5.10b crossover crack. Ha. That was fun, but I couldn’t make the first of several hard moves. So I went back and mock lead Peter Meter. It went well, not totally comfortable though. If I go back tomorrow that’ll be my goal. If not, that’s cool too. Overall it was an excellent day of climbing and I’m proud of myself. Now that we’re back to camp I’m experiencing a bit of food stress. We’re gonna run out. Lunch and dinner will be scarce. Gonna make our first town meal taste so good.
5/11/06-more
So I just thought of some cool stuff that I probably haven’t written about yet. First let me say that the moon is so bright now that no lights are needed for most things. In fact I can almost see well enough to write without headlamp—almost. Walking, on the other hand, is just perfect by moonlight. The wind is rustling the grass and leaves occasionally and the poor will is calling constantly. The moon rises to the east over the mountains beyond camp and we get a great view late afternoon from our kitchen.
Looking out the mesh of our tent we stare directly at the North Star and most obviously the Big Dipper. Every time we have an evening meeting there are bunches of bats flying overhead. Recently there’s also been a skunk very interested in us and all of our stuff. He seems to make contact with all who dare to sleep out. I’ve been choosing to sleep in the tent so I can sleep with my bag totally open and not fear scorpions, kissing bugs, or skunks. Tonight there were a few clouds that made the sunset even more beautiful. The almost full moon was pretty spectacular through the thin layers of clouds as well. The sunset turns the rock all shades of red and orange and the golden grass becomes burnt orange in places and it all shifts as the breeze come through.
During the day lizards crawl over everything. It’s comical to spend 20 minutes getting ready to climb and see a lizard walk up the wall sideways and then upside down. Makes ya think they must be laughing at us. Saw a red-tail perched in a tree today and one soaring overhead with nesting materials trailing behind this evening. The drives to Low Dome have produced sights of mule deer, coyote and countless birds. We saw an eagle at JB Wall. A massive cargo plane also flew very close by overhead today “shooting the gap” near Whale Dome. My headlamp is going spastic so this may end abruptly. This has been a strange trip in the sense of experiencing a sense of place. Obviously I have a bit, but I’ve been surrounded by people and artificial things so much. I haven’t taken my usual time away from it all to immerse myself in my surroundings completely. I just do it in little bits and pieces at a time. Sleeping in the tent is a major difference. Sometimes when I get up to pee in the middle of the night I stay out a little longer than necessary to try to absorb some of the world around me—mostly the stars. There’s a pretty amazing view of the Milky Way late at night here. Ok its 10:18—later than I’ve stayed up in a long time. We’ll see if it hits me tomorrow. For now—sleep well.
5/12/06
Today was a good last climbing day. My first climb was a TR of Peter Meter. It went perfectly. I was climbing smooth and efficiently. Then I took a long break in the shade and chatted with Jess for awhile. I got on another mock lead of Peter Meter and just completely flailed on it. I don’t know what was going on. I wasn’t nervous or anything like that—I just couldn’t place gear to save my life and I forgot how to climb. I laughed at myself most of the way up. I certainly wasn’t in the zone for that one. I got my mind right and tried it again. I was singing to myself and things were flowing much better. I was pretty happy with it overall.
Tonight we had a potluck dinner in the I-team kitchen while they were in Tombstone meeting about our evals. After food we had a game of Connect 4, a game of hearts and various makers of music.
Sometimes just guitar and Rob singing, then just drums, then both. And in the midst of it all was a pretty spectacular moon rise. Full moon, bright as can be, with a few clouds to color the sky.
5/13/06
So a few things have come up that sound possibly interesting. First—tomorrow afternoon Steve will be offering contracts to as many people as possible for this summer. Looking good! Another thing is that the SW Branch is doing an almost full staff-turnover. The gear room and rations room positions are open. It could mean a higher likelihood of work next summer and even possibly an off-season field contract during the year of in-town work. I’ll have to do some more thinking about that and contact John later for more info.
I don’t know if I’ve mentioned it before, but it’s oppressively hot here. Oh my God. Most of the section wasn’t bad. The past 5 days or so have been brutal. It was 100 in Tucson yesterday—not sure about here, but it feels damn hot. The last 2 climbing days we didn’t even attempt to climb until shade started coming over the crag. Today is more of the same. It’s exhausting just to be in the sun.
It's gear clean and eval talk day.
We’ve finished technical gear and the evals are just beginning. Well my eval talk has happened and it was good. My grades either stayed the same or went up. My favorite bit of feedback was - the best thing for my professional development is to work NOLS courses. Haha. I love it. I’ll do my best to take their advice.
5/14/06
We left Cochise early in the morning. As is our style we were ready early and rocked out work in record time. We stopped near Benson for gas. Almost everyone got Krispy Kremes and juice or coffee. It was sugar-y deliciousness. Then we got back to the branch and knocked out all the deissue and gear stuff quickly. I finally made some phone calls – got to talk to Mom, Dad, and Chris. Still have quite a few people to talk to though. We had our staffing talks and I got offered a Wind River Wilderness course in June. Perfect! Everybody who wanted a contract got one as far as I know. There was a little downtime in there and then the party started. Beer and a grill—doesn’t get much better. Oh wait, a pool. It was awesome.
I played pool bball with Dane and Andrew. We started with a game of PIG and I destroyed them, then moved to a more challenging game of EARNEST, I was on fire to start—then things went downhill. Also the shots chosen by Dane and Andrew got more interesting. Lots of jumping from the pool deck, sometimes over the backboard. Oh jeez.
Fun night all around and goodbyes took place throughout the next day.